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Tuesday, 15 December, 2009
4:59 PM

This isn't pretty much an update but to Gumheads who didn't know, I left this place to go to rexburrito.tumblr.com
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Tako Caro.

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Damn.

Sunday, 15 November, 2009
12:18 AM

Okay.
I left the place tonight feeling fucking pissed.
So I took sometime, alone, to straighten things out.
And, yeah. It worked.
I still kept my cool.
But still, I'm not happy.
Deep down, I feel like crushing their faces.

What's wrong with me?
Why do I still fucking care?
Why?Why?Why?WHY!?
I don't understand myself.
Why Khairul? Why?
I just feel like fucking killing myself and end this all.
I'm screwed up.
I'm a fucking mess.

Anyway, the sessions are on Thursday now.
I wanna start right away.
Its hard for me to deal with the crap in life.
I need something to help me vent my anger.
Fast.

Anyway, this would be my last post..
Here, anyway.
I'm moving to tumblr,
So, kindly relink me.

Click Here.

So here's goodbye to Blogger...

I don't give a damn to anything, anymore. But still, I truly believe that its the end of the chapter, not the book

Labels: Drop Dead Suicide, The Rex Revolution: The End For Now

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Promise?

Friday, 13 November, 2009
7:16 PM

A year ago,
I asked you a question; truthfully.
And you gave me the dumbest answer ever.
Still, I respected that.

And now, this??
What happen to that 'promise',
or should I say, 'excuse'?
Yes. That is what is is.
An excuse.

And honestly, it left me fucking pissed.
I mean, WTF?
You could've been straight forward with me.
But, you took the 'easy' way out.
Damn girl..
How could you?

Jeez..
Now, I seriously need to get on those punching bags man.
I can't wait for Tuesday.

I ain't in the mood.

Labels: Drop Dead Suicide, The Rex Revolution: Rude Awakening

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Get in, and Kick Ass.

Thursday, 12 November, 2009
10:32 PM

Bam! Bam!
Tomorrow's the day..

Gonna finally have a chance at...
...Muay Thai!

Haha.
I'm sooooo excited.
I'm gonna kick ass, hell yeah.
All thanks to M. Zahid Muscular.
Haha.

But now, I gotta finish an iTunes 'project'.
I need to download the Top 200 songs on iTunes.
Damn.

, and I'll be like, "Bam, BAM!"..

Labels: For Better or For Worse, The Rex Revolution: Fight Night

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Straight up.

Tuesday, 10 November, 2009
11:04 PM

I found this in my list of drafts.
Its something I made myself,
In the midst of old-time drama.

You know when they say
That boredom is the essence of creativity,
Well, I think to myself during the day
And try to accept it with positivity.

But now, I'm tired of all this drama,
Which could not go away
And I hope
It will disappear one day.
But It won't...
It will keep coming
And It can't...It will keep coming.

But I told myself
Enough is enough.
I've had it,
And now, it's time to be tough.

Slowly but surely,
I got back on feet.
I took little baby steps
But now, I'm taking a giant leap.

I sat down alone,
In a time of redemption
And I said to myself,
It only drama, that's what it is.

I'm not somebody
Who lets these small things hinder me.
I leave them behind,
And let them be.

So, now, here I am
In the darkness of the night,
Waiting for a new day,
New beginnings to arise.

As far as I know, I aim for the stars.
And if I don't reach them, I'll land on the clouds.
That's life.
Straight up.

Nothing can,
And nothing will stop me.

Labels: Words of Mind

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So, here I stand.

God, I'm a fucking mess.
I gotta tie up these loose ends quickly before it takes a turn for the worst.
There's just something inside of me that even I can't explain.
It ain't something good.
And I feel that my brains are like bursting out of my God damn head.
Damn.
Just look how messed up I am.

Nothing else to be said.

Labels: Drop Dead Suicide, Life's Little Lessons

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The BIG One-Four

Monday, 9 November, 2009
7:08 PM