One Love. One Heart. One Time.

Updates From The Other Side

2009-12-15T16:59:00.003+08:00

This isn't pretty much an update but to Gumheads who didn't know, I left this place to go to rexburrito.tumblr.com
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Tako Caro.

Damn.

2009-11-15T00:18:00.007+08:00

Okay.
I left the place tonight feeling fucking pissed.
So I took sometime, alone, to straighten things out.
And, yeah. It worked.
I still kept my cool.
But still, I'm not happy.
Deep down, I feel like crushing their faces.

What's wrong with me?
Why do I still fucking care?
Why?Why?Why?WHY!?
I don't understand myself.
Why Khairul? Why?
I just feel like fucking killing myself and end this all.
I'm screwed up.
I'm a fucking mess.

Anyway, the sessions are on Thursday now.
I wanna start right away.
Its hard for me to deal with the crap in life.
I need something to help me vent my anger.
Fast.

Anyway, this would be my last post..
Here, anyway.
I'm moving to tumblr,
So, kindly relink me.

Click Here.

So here's goodbye to Blogger...

I don't give a damn to anything, anymore. But still, I truly believe that its the end of the chapter, not the book

Promise?

2009-11-13T19:16:00.004+08:00

A year ago,
I asked you a question; truthfully.
And you gave me the dumbest answer ever.
Still, I respected that.

And now, this??
What happen to that 'promise',
or should I say, 'excuse'?
Yes. That is what is is.
An excuse.

And honestly, it left me fucking pissed.
I mean, WTF?
You could've been straight forward with me.
But, you took the 'easy' way out.
Damn girl..
How could you?

Jeez..
Now, I seriously need to get on those punching bags man.
I can't wait for Tuesday.

I ain't in the mood.

Get in, and Kick Ass.

2009-11-12T22:32:00.005+08:00

Bam! Bam!
Tomorrow's the day..

Gonna finally have a chance at...
...Muay Thai!

Haha.
I'm sooooo excited.
I'm gonna kick ass, hell yeah.
All thanks to M. Zahid Muscular.
Haha.

But now, I gotta finish an iTunes 'project'.
I need to download the Top 200 songs on iTunes.
Damn.

, and I'll be like, "Bam, BAM!"..

Straight up.

2009-11-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

I found this in my list of drafts.
Its something I made myself,
In the midst of old-time drama.

You know when they say
That boredom is the essence of creativity,
Well, I think to myself during the day
And try to accept it with positivity.

But now, I'm tired of all this drama,
Which could not go away
And I hope
It will disappear one day.
But It won't...
It will keep coming
And It can't...It will keep coming.

But I told myself
Enough is enough.
I've had it,
And now, it's time to be tough.

Slowly but surely,
I got back on feet.
I took little baby steps
But now, I'm taking a giant leap.

I sat down alone,
In a time of redemption
And I said to myself,
It only drama, that's what it is.

I'm not somebody
Who lets these small things hinder me.
I leave them behind,
And let them be.

So, now, here I am
In the darkness of the night,
Waiting for a new day,
New beginnings to arise.

As far as I know, I aim for the stars.
And if I don't reach them, I'll land on the clouds.
That's life.
Straight up.

Nothing can,
And nothing will stop me.

So, here I stand.

2009-11-10T17:19:00.004+08:00

God, I'm a fucking mess.
I gotta tie up these loose ends quickly before it takes a turn for the worst.
There's just something inside of me that even I can't explain.
It ain't something good.
And I feel that my brains are like bursting out of my God damn head.
Damn.
Just look how messed up I am.

Nothing else to be said.

The BIG One-Four

2009-11-09T19:08:00.002+08:00

Damn I had a blast!

Thanks to all who made my day.

Appreciate it;

From the bottom of my heart.

You guys, are fam.

I've seen the world for 14 years now, and it still suprises me.

Rustic Purities

2009-11-01T21:04:00.003+08:00

Okay, I'm tired.

And lazy.

So, I'll keep this short.

...

Honestly, I don't know what to write.

So, nothing for you guys tonight.

Sorry folks...*hua hua hua*

We've been warned.

Sniff...I Smell Freedom.

2009-10-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

Okay,

I'm lazy today.

Finally, school's over.

I've been waking up really really late, lately. Haha.

Puzzles me.

It's been just a few days but I'm dead bored already.

There's nothing left to do!!

Sigh.

I gotta find myself somebody, preferably a girl.

Any Volunteers??

Anyone?

Take a number and I'll get to you...

Don't call me, I'll call you. *cheeky grin*

Haha.

Life is really a bore.

But, I just have to life with it.

BlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlahBlah.

That's how bored I am.

Some are just born great, others have greatness thrust upon them.

Why? Tell 'Em its Human Nature

2009-10-29T22:53:00.005+08:00

The diversity of life,

Is definitely one that shouldn't be reckoned with.

Life itself is beautiful.

Even to the vast impurities of life.

B-E-A-U-tiful.

Something just flashed through my mind.

Something good.

We, all of us,

are are unique.

That's what makes us human.

We may be bad,

but, that's us.

Humans.

Let's just set aside our differences and give each other a hug,

for God's sake.

Be thankful for what we have;

and stop brooding over what we don't.

Okay, speaking of being thankful,

Thank God I got what I wanted.

Triple Science. Wow.*Sarcastically*

Geography. Yay.*Still Sarcastically*

Additional Mathematics. Oh Brother...

But I am thankful.

I got what I wanted anyway.

Pheeew.

I really need to work my ass of next year.

No more fooling around. No, no.

And, its my time to silence those who doubt what I can do.

Yeah. I'll kick their asses 'till they even forgot they had one.

Its my time to shine...

Live.Life.Love

Good Night, & Good Luck

2009-10-26T14:37:00.004+08:00

Okay, okay.

This post goes out to my brothers; M. Zahid Muscular, Nachos Garang & Starstream.

Good Luck for ya O's!

Haha.

You guys have worked real hard, like seriously.

I salute you three.

Almost every night, without fail,

You guys study.

And study.

So, today's you're showtime.

And make us all proud,

Silence your critics.

You can do it.

Haha.

Yesterday was probably one of the good nights right now in my life.

Got to watch my first ever Liverpool match this season;

And it was one of their biggest matches this season.

The three of them were there;

And it was fun.

I was like IN YOUR FACE, with Nachos

when Liverpool won.

Haha.

And he was like totally pissed with the outcome of the match.

Van Der Sar was stupid.

Can't one-on-one; let in two goals, fortunately.

Vidic was idiotic.

Zahid called him 'The Beast'.

His face was like an animal and he was acting like one too.

Haha. All of us were imagining him fighting in the UFC.

And Mascherano was a plain imbecile.

But he was still great.

So, that sums up a great day for me. :)

Sigh, seriously ah.

I hope you guys do good today.

Days of Glory.

Off The Beaten Track

2009-10-23T20:23:00.002+08:00

Yes. Indeed, it may be hard.

But lets just face it shall we?

Beyond the aches and dullness of Life,

It may somehow be colourful.

Thats L.I.F.E.

Masala Thosai for breakfast?

Le Fille.

2009-10-20T09:55:00.006+08:00

Okay...
She knows I can't delay this any longer.
So, here it is.

A post I dedicate to one girl.
One very girl.
Who means a lot to me.
Stuck with me through everything;
Through all these tough years and many more.
Even when I'm being a complete bitch,
She'll always be there for me.

So, without any further ado,
Presenting...

Le Fille, Ma Soeur; Cayenne.

Ain't we just adorable?
We've been together for like decades.
And we go way, way back.

Haha. I remember the good old days,
When I would irritate the death out of her.
Haha.
I still do.
But she loves me for it.
Heck, she loves everything about me.
Haha.

Now, I want her to know,
No matter what happens;
I will always be there for her.
No matter how screwed up situations would be.
I will always be that Lil' Brother to be there for her.

When people push her down to the ground,
I will be the one to help her get back on her feet again.
Always.

And, anyone who wants to get her,
Has to go through me first.
And I mean it.
Anyone.
Guys. Girls. Chimpanzees.
Anyone. I don't care.

And don't even think of screwing up her life,
Before you screw up her life, you have to screw up mine first.
...that is, if you can screw up my life.

So, get the picture?
Haha.

See, Cayenne, even if I am irritating,
I always cover your ass.

So, that's it.
For the one girl I love dearly.
And for the one girl that dearly loves me.

With love,
Yuyul

It will always be you and me to take on the world.

Compressed, then Depressed.

2009-10-19T15:26:00.004+08:00

Life's a bitch...

God.

What's happening with me?

First, I probably screwed up like a million times during the match.

Damn lah.

I was like, utterly disappointed in myself.

I let the team down. *sorry guys*

And I'm literally limping around the house now.

I'll be out for days with this ankle injury.

Then, I saw something I really didn't want to see.

Seriously, why did God create emotions;

To be put into the very souls of us, human beings?

A million different emotion are now running through my head.

I don't know.

I'm still confused.

Should I make my move?

I know it would be too sudden.

But I couldn't wait any longer.

There's just this felling inside of me...

I hate it so, so much.

Am I just chasing something I already know I would not have?

But how would you know you would not get something,

When you don't even try?

I really have to do something to prove my worth.

Do something stupid or crazy,

I don't care.

As long as I do something, I'll be happy.

I hope.

~~Oh God,~~

Please accept this humble prayer from your servant.
I know I am nothing.
But bless me, God.
Change my life, for the better.
Make everything come to me with ease.
Bless her, God.

~~Amiin.~~

...And then, you die.

Words of Mind: When I See Your Face Again

2009-10-18T12:31:00.008+08:00

The first time I saw you,

I knew it was true.

But you said you needed to move on in life,

And boy, was I blue.

So I went on my own way;

And you went on yours.

But I could still remember that day,

Those speechless hours.

Now looking back at the stupid things I did,

I began to regret;

But at the same time I laughed at it.

Laughed at myself.

So, when somehow we meet again;

When I see your face again,

What should I do?

Should I say hi or just ignore you?

Should I sit back and relax,

Or give a chase?

Should I treat you like a stranger,

When we meet face to face?

Now, all this space between us is helping me.

I'm like, "What was I thinking?",

I'm beginning to wake up from my senses now.

You are not for me.

So I made up my mind.

I finally know what to do.

When I see your face again,

I'm gonna...

If its really me, then we're not meant to be.

Life's Little Lessons I: Never Give Up

2009-10-18T00:14:00.007+08:00

Okay, so...

...yeah.

Things just leave me speechless these days.

I mean, I don't know what to say & do.

I'm seriously confused right now.

But after all I know I have to do something.

I know I have to do it.

Its like life and death...

...well, maybe not that bad.

Let's just say that it'll, someway or another change the course of my life.

So, yeah. I'm thinking real hard about it.

But heck no, I ain't gonna give up.

I don't give up. That's me.

But I was about to...

Till I knew about this Guy here.

He's Nick Vujicic.

Born with neither arms nor legs.

But he's amazing, I tell you.

Even in this state, he achieved everything I wanted to achieve in life.

He's even a University Graduate.

Heck, even some people with limbs don't even make it to University.

Not even school.

And, imagine what this guy does with his life.

He uses it wisely and lives life to the fullest.

Never giving up. That's the lesson I got today.

Okay, okay. Enough talking already.

Just do the watching people.

So, what would you do if you fall down?

He shows that it's not easy to get back up again.

Nothing is easy in life. Period.

But trying is the essence.

If you never try, you'll never know what you can achieve.

And if you do and you fail, get back up again. Simple.

So, what makes you think I'm gonna give up?

I won't.

I'll just rise back up on my feet again.

And that, my friend, is a part of the little lessons in life we seem to not take note of.

So, open your eyes and see that Life itself is a challenge.

Inspiration is the essence of Aspiration.

Neuro-Psychedelicness

2009-10-16T18:19:00.006+08:00

Ehem.

I present to you, as part of my sideshow project...

A Roc-Ya-Fella Production...

Its...

simple.

Haha.

Since I just came back from quite a hiatus,

If I had a chance to roster a band...

It would definitely be this very one.

Brendon Urie (Lead Vocals: Panic! at the Disco)

Travis McCoy (Vocals[Rap]: Gym Class Heroes)

Matt Helders (Drums: Arctic Monkeys)

Chad Hugo(Keyboards: N.E.R.D)

Stuart Zender(Bass Guitars: Jamiroquai, Mark Ronson)

Jamie Cook(Rhythm Guitars: Arctic Monkeys)

That's it.

My Supergroup.

They're the best of the best.

Phew.

Are you sure? 'Coz I have that feeling...

Amazing

2009-10-14T13:38:00.003+08:00

Almost a week has passed and it still amuses me.

I gotta count my lucky guns.

It left me speechless.

Before the day I die, I'mma touch the sky.

The Shocking Truth

2009-10-07T14:52:00.004+08:00

The truth hurts.

Definately.

But its this truth that sometimes wakes you up and make you face reality.

Sometimes, life is really a dream.

A dream, you do not wish to wake up from.

And just before you reach the greatest part of your life,

Reality whacks you right in the kisser.

So, I just gotta embrace reality and start eating the humble pie again.

Done deal.

Oh my feet, they hardly touch the ground, walking on the moon.

Exile

2009-10-05T16:07:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna live in total exile from the world now.

Goodbye.

I said I'm walking back from your house, walking on the moon.

~~Je' Taime Ja' Ni~~

LEGEN-wait for it...-DARY!

2009-10-04T15:35:00.004+08:00

I wish I could be like Barney Stinson.

Everything just floats to him.

He lives life the easy way...

Maybe a little bit too easy.

Wears a suit. Goes to a bar. Charms a chick. Brings her home. Have sex with her. Throws her out and never sees her again. Repeat the cycle again.

Now that's what I call Life.

Its called the "Barney Cycle".

And the most important thing of all when picking up a chick(according to Barney) is...

SUIT UP!

Always helps...trust m-...Barney.

Oh, Barney...

You crack me up.

Oh, I'm walking back from your house, walking on the moon.

Conflicts with the Heart

2009-10-03T13:19:00.003+08:00

I'm confused.

My Mind is blank.

I don't know what to do.

Am I doing the right thing?

Or am I just embarrassing myself?

I really don't know...

But at times like this, all I know is that I must risk everything I've got.

I gotta stop eating the humble pie for once,

And let the egocentric dude inside of me take over.

I gotta stop doing the wrong things,

And make them right.

They say, "Love Has No Boundaries".

Is it really true?

Each and every day,

I live by that shallow hope.

I know that we are both two very different people.

The colour of our skin.

The lives we lead everyday.

The things we love to do.

And our backgrounds.

Totally different.

But is it going to be an obstacle we have to face?

Loving you is already an obstacle for me.

In the first place, why is it you?

Of all people, why you?

I just don't understand...

God.

What's wrong with me?

And now, the golden opportunity is within reach.

All I got to do is to make the most of it.

I hope I do.

No more screw ups.

No more mess ups.

Its now...or never.

~~Monday Morning...~~

I said we could live together, walking on...walking on the moon.

Picture Perfect

2009-10-02T15:05:00.002+08:00

Enough said,

I want that D70!!

I said, we could walk forever, walking on the moon.

Just Minutes after I blog today, I blog again.

2009-09-29T15:41:00.002+08:00

I can't control my emotions.

I don't know how to say this but...

DJEMBE SESSION LATER!!FINALLY!AFTER SOOOOO LONG!...

...I must do well :)

I'm off then! :)

Oh. I hope my legs don't break, walking on the moon.

Walking on the Moon

2009-09-29T15:03:00.005+08:00

Wow!

The original Walking on the Moon version by The Police is real, real psychedelic.

Got me hypnotised and brought me to another world. Haha

I was literally staring blankly onto my laptop screen.

No need to talk much,

It's Psychedelic. Period.

Oh, they're the ones who should get arrested.

I don't know what's happened to me recently.

I like suddenly love photography. So much.

Just posted pictures. I took. Myself. Onto Facebook.

And that was like without a DSLR.

Haha. Imagine what I could do with a DSLR...

*Imagines....*

Sigh...

But that Nikon d70 or d90 would have to wait...

...And when I get my hands on that Baby...Ouhh!

The first thing I'll probably do is to go on a picture spree with my "master", Yazzy Shazzy!

Haha.

He was the one that got me interested and thought me all the stuff which is sooooo cool.

Well, that is even IF I get them...

I hope I do. :)

Giant steps are what you take, walking on the moon.

(P.S.: Hey, I'm single and You're single, why not make us a double?)

Yeheheh.

2009-09-20T10:36:00.003+08:00

Wishing everyone a Happy Eid-ul-Fitri.

Enjoy the day ahead. :)

If its a broken part, replace it. If its a broken arm then brace it. If its a broken heart then face it...

The Night of Redemption

2009-09-13T20:32:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was by far...
Hands down...
The best night of my life!
I sooooooo love yesterday.
L-O-V-E.
Even the part where Aidie was being a complete ass, depriving me of my sleep.
In every way, yesterday was perfect.

Had Qiamullail at Al-Muttaqin yesterday.
I didn't expect it to be so awesome. Really. Didn't.
First, I did some good things.
I gave back to the society, sent food to the less fortunate.
It made me feel so...GOOD.

And after breaking fast, had prayers.
Then, there is the part changed my night.
Whole entire night, well sorta.
Read Yaasin and doas from the Qur'an.

It made me really, really connected with God, with my religion.
And when I read it for my Bro up in Heaven, felt quite sad.
It's been a long time, 1 year to be exact.
I can't deny that I miss him. Very much.

Hanging with Ahmad and Aidie was probably the next best thing.
I had a gameplan in my mind.
Not to sleep. Haha.
And that was what I got, no sleep. Thanks.
Drank Red Bull, ate oranges and dealing with Aidie's nuisance...and what do you get?
No sleep.

Aidie's one pain in the ass. Get that straight.
Thanks to him I was 7 hours and 50 mins deprived of sleep.

And I was literally sleeping during the morning prayers.
But it was a great experience. Really.

Reach home, threw my bag down, took off my dirty jeans and slumped straight to bed.
No questions, no nothing...
Just sleep.

Woke up about 3pm and rushed for my 'Djembe Session'.
Still quite sleepy and whats more, haven't bathe since yesterday.
Lucky the session's at Starstream's house.

Sucked at first. Couldn't get the beat and I focused on Rhythm too much.
But in the end, oklah...

And, one more thing.
I finally, finally found her on Facebook.
Thank God, man.

Damn. Wanna sleep but the noisy asswipes below making...well...noise.
...
...
...

*to below* "SHUT THE HELL UP! I'M TRYING TO SLEEP HERE!!"....

If its a broken part, replace it. If its a broken arm then brace it. If its a broken heart then face it.

things ARE gonna change around here...

2009-09-12T11:28:00.001+08:00

Sooo....
I met someone yesterday.
And damn! She was soooo fine.
Sigh...
*stares into blank space*

...
...

*back on earth*
Ooh! Anyway...I think I've made up my mind now.
I going through a stage where I'm finally, finally, FINALLY, gonna move on...
And forget about you.
I mean, I've spent all these years being such a dumbass, that I feel I miss a lot...a whole lot, in life.
So, it's certain then.
I've made up my mind.

And, strangely, I dreamt of that certain somebody yesterday.
And also MK. Hahah.
Jeez!
I don't know what's happening with me.
Its like I keep dreaming people.
In a strange way.
But don't get any funny ideas!
Hahah.
I'm still racking my brains, of all people, why was it her?
I mean, I just met her for God's sake!
And now, she's eating through my mind.

Does this...mean something?
Are dreams, a mirror of reality? or just a shadow?

Vous, moi et le monde. Quoi encore ?

(PS: Facebook is crapping up...so I can't find her!)

Sugar how'd you get so fly...

Oh...not again...damn!

2009-09-10T11:33:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog.
But finally, finally...brought myself to do it.

Plus, I finally found a great blogskin.
But...could'nt download it on this darn Macbook.
I feel like smashing this thing.
Everything cannot.

But...I love it too much to smash it.

AHHHHHHH!!!

I dreamt of YOU again last night.
Its like everynight.
And I hope it would really stop.
You're always stuck in my head and thinking of you just brings me heartache.

My chances are sooooo slim, they're like a pair of g-strings.
But heck, I'll always try.
Like I always do.

2009-08-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

Temporary Blogskin.
Will change it soon.

Day 3

2009-08-24T20:32:00.001+08:00

Okay...
Today, I'm mixed.
Lil' bit of hunger and thirst...

Then, break fast with Mee Siam.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!
The flavour melts in mouth everytime!

And today's officially Hafiz's 1st Death Anniversary...
Miss him soooooooo much...
Had a short tahlil and doa...
And done.

Okay!
Be back tomorrow.

Oh god, please protect me from hunger and thirst during my fast...amiin...

Viva La Stalefish!

(P.S. : You know you can't resist me. *wink* )

Day 2

2009-08-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

Today, I'm hungry more than thirsty...

Then had Laksa and Ice-cream to top it all up...

Fooooooooo!

Super Syiok!

Tmr, breaking fast at Starstream's again...

Gonna do that for a whole month...

And I love it.

I'll update you tomorrow.

Oh god...please protect me from hunger and thirst during my fast...amiin.

Viva La Stalefish!

, when you..were young...

2009-08-14T18:16:00.000+08:00

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch him now, here he come

He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young

Can we climb this mountain? I don't know
Higher now than ever before
I know we can make it if we take it slow
That's takin' easy, easy now, watch it go

We're burning down the highway skyline
On the back of a hurricane that started turning
When you were young
When you were young

And sometimes you close your eyes
And see the place where you used to live
When you were young

They say the Devil's water it ain't so sweet
You don't have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch him now, here he come

He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young
(Talks like a gentleman)
(Like you imagined when)
When you were young

I said he doesn't look a thing like Jesus
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But more than you'll ever know

Raj...Raj...

2009-08-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

A quote from Munir after HMT...

"Bunyi macam ribut...jalan macam siput!"

Sigh...Munir...Munir...

Viva La Stalefish!

Stumbled...again...and again...

2009-08-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

Tired.
Just came back from Football Training.

Stretched my hamstring.
PAIN!!
Twisted my wrist.
PAIN!!
Injured right knee.
PAIN!!
I'M ACHING ALL OVER!!

And apart from that all,
I totally sucked.
Great.
Sucky and aching all over.
What a great combination to make me miserable!

Hope I do well in next weeks match.
Gonna try to take Left-Back.
Hope I get it!

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!
PAIN!!!!!

Clocks

2009-08-11T18:16:00.002+08:00

Damn!

Time, is something I really, really want...
But its something I really don't have.

I wish I could restart this whole year...
And this year only...

I could really leave a really good impression on others, then...
But I couldn't now.

I could have more time to study and get what I deserve, and kick the puny, nerdy little asses of smart alecks...
But I couldn't now.
I'm totally screwed, unless I work my ass off for the exams...
Which I AM GOING TO DO!!
And, I've really gone boiling point with school, homework, stinking bastards and anything that involves education as a whole...

And...with more time, I could make things better with her...
I like her...I don't know how she feels 'bout me...
And, and and....Things are going extremely pathetic with her...
When I look at her, she doesn't look back...
And she enjoys being with others...not me...
Does'nt seem interested in me too.
Sigh...
I feel like giving her up...
But those who know me...know that I don't give up easily...especially when it comes to girls...
Like, once, I waited for this girl for like, 6 years...
Then good things happened, until I blew everything off...
Anyway...I hope things would change...

Now, only 2 months to make my move!
And 2 months is a short period of time...
Looking at my progress...
I'm too afraid to talk to her...let alone say "Hi!"...let alone SMILE!!
Sigh...

, God, please give me courage...
She is what I want most now...
What matters most to me...
Please God...Save me...

To my Chantek...
...love...

Viva La Stalefish!

Boiling Point

2009-08-03T18:29:00.000+08:00

SCREW YOU PEOPLE
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR "LAI" CRAP, OKAY?

STAY OUT OF MY LIFE OR I'LL MAKE YOU!

, With a whole lotta Ass...

2009-08-01T23:36:00.001+08:00

Sooo...

*GodFather Theme plays*

I'm back...
Stalefish's back...no...wait...
The Sugardaddy is back!...no...that sounded too awkward...

Urgh...anyway, you get the point...I'm back...

Back where?
I dunno...
Just back.

A lot of things happened...
Yeah, A LOT.

Which for obvious reasons, I don't wanna share them with the World.
Especially not with you.
Cause then, I'll be a serial killer.
Why?

Cause my stories would either Excite you to death or Bore you to death...

*Bad joke drum beat*

Okaayy...

Back to business.

The reason I don't tell you guys everything is simply because I drown myself with all the troubles in life every single day.

School has been an arse.
It IS the trouble, as always.
And it also leads to...*drumroll*....

HOMEWORK!

And...
Homework too has been an arse.

Boy, its bigger than an arse.
Its probably an elephant's arse or something...
Definately no odinary arse.

Other than being an elephant's arse, I have no other comment on homework.
It leaves me speechless each time...

Well, I guess the other bad things in life just add on to being an arse.
Relationships for an example.

Well, I, for DEFINATELY OBVIOUS REASONS, could not give any comments on this.
Only that its someone new.
Not the one I pathetically chased around like a little lovesick puppy.
Its someone new.
Though the chances of being with her is...I could say...slim.

But I'm still going for my chances.

Sigh.

I dunno when all these arse-ing around will stop.
I hope it will.

But on the bright side, some things in this craphole is going really well.

Friends are great.
They always are.

Especially Fish. He's a great friend.

Me: Eh, Fish. You know...Old Trafford is like a HUGE toilet bowl.
It's always filled with crap. Especially the people coming out
from the tunnel. Huge Crapload...

Fish: Oi! You better shut up ah! Then what about Anfield?!

Me: Okay...I could say that Anfield IS a toilet bowl. But a diamond one.
And...It's ALWAYS clean. ZE-RO Crap.

Fish: Wahh &£@ $%&!

Hahah..Good times...good times...

Good times are not the arses.
Well, the Bad times are the arses.

And it could kiss My Juicy Megan Fox-like, Naturally-born Black Ass!
Cause there's no stopping me.
I'm gonna live life to the fullest.

Viva La Stalefish!,

"You can block out the sun, but I'm still gonna shine..."

(P.S. : Watch Out! I'm gonna kick you're little puny nerdy asses when you least expect it.)

Coming Clean

2009-07-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

Oh God...
Forgive me of my sins...
No matter how hard I've fought...
It's Good that always wins...

Oh God...
Forgive me of my sins...
Forgive me of the things I did to people around...
Now good, I have Found...

Oh God...
Forgive me of my sins...
For I have done much bad things...
Oh God...

Oh God...
Lead me to the right path...
I truly want a place in heaven...
Not feel your Mighty Wrath...

Oh God...
It may be too late...
But please, take pity on me...
Forgive me of all my sins.

Oh God...
Make me a better man...
One who doesn't get bruises cos' he fought...
But one who does good while he can...

Oh God...
Make me clean of all my sins...
Like a baby,
As clean and pure as silk...

Oh God...
Forgive me of all my sins...
Make her like the good of me...
And bring her close to me...

Oh God...
I thank you of all the blessings You have given me...
All the rewards I'm not worthy of...
Oh God...

Oh God...
Forgive me of all my sins...
Oh God...

Straight up.

2009-07-05T21:08:00.008+08:00

Legacy-In Tribute to MJ

2009-06-26T15:14:00.007+08:00

I still can't believe it.

I mean, it so quick.

Just a few weeks ago I just read Cayenne's post on Him.

But, who am I to question The Almighty's Will?

He did great things, but he also did not-so great things.

Great or not great the things he did, He's still great.

I mean, who on Earth would not know Michael Jackson?

Who?

I mean, fans fainted at his concerts because of his Awesome-ness...

He was not called The King of Pop for nothing.

Anyway, what's done is done.

I will definately miss him.

What a waste...

If he was still alive, His 'This Is It London 09-10 Tour' would be a blast.

No one can and will ever replace MJ, The Great MJ.

No one.

He mesmerized me with Bad. Probably the first MJ video I ever watched as a kid.

Then all his songs began to take over me.

Beat It, Billie Jean, Man in The Mirror, Remember The Time, Smooth Criminal, Thriller, Black or White.

Total Brilliance died today, but his Legacy lives on forever.

Michael Joseph Jackson died today, but a part of him will always live in us...

In Memory of Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958-June 25, 2009)

All my love and condolences to The Jacksons. May you all find inner peace and closure.

Rest In Peace, King Mike...

Viva La Stalefish!

Smiles for Miles

2009-06-03T19:45:00.005+08:00

Nothing much happened today,

Watched Season Two of Reaper one whole day.

Hahah...

Tomorrow though, is a good day.

Gonna swim, then catch Monsters Vs. Aliens 3D with my NiGGas.

Hahah...Good Day, Good Day...

Ohh and one more thing,

I've been added to Taylor's mailing list!

Man, that's soooo cool...

Hope She notices me...

Which she obviously won't...

But one day, I know she will...

Day by day, I'm Liking her more and more...

She's just beautiful inside out...

If we meet one day, I'll charm her with my French...

Yeah...I'll do that...

I'll get her, even though she's...five years older than me...

But, you know what they say, Age is just a number...

Viva La Stalefish!

Un jour Taylor, un jour… je sais que vous serez la mienne… que je le sais juste…

Je t'aime, Taylor...

N-is for Nature

2009-06-02T20:27:00.028+08:00

These are the pics during the camp!

Enjoy!

Me and Bariq

Abang Hensem Pacs...like real only...

Abang Hensem Showing off again...

Gay...

Abang Puteri and Abang Hensem...

Abang Hensem and Abang Cantik...

Cantik, Cute and Hensem.

Sulaiman. Hahahah.

That's all for now!

Viva La Stalefish!

La nature est belle...

Call to Greatness

2009-06-02T18:52:00.009+08:00

Ahh!

What a great way to start the holidays!

Hahah...

I volunteered for the Al-Muttaqin Mosque Kindergarten Annual Camp as a volunteer and it was fantastic...

What I needed to do was to help the teachers in taking care of the children and catering to their every needs esp. sending them to the toilet...hahah.

It was better Than I expected.

The children were awesome!

Hahah...not to mention cute too...

My group was called Frangipani and the kids were great.

Okay this was what happened for the past weekend.

I arrived at the Mosque, typically, tired and sleepy.

Then everyone was grouped and settled in and...it was good.

We did our cheer and here it goes...

"We are Frangipani, We are also funny...Yaaaayy!"

Hahah...pretty simple.

Then, we played games and had a cheer contest.

Then we had lunch.

The Chicken Rice was, unexpectedly, delicious.

Kudos to the cook.

Then we did our prayers and got ready for our field trip to Pasir Ris Park and Mangrove Swamps.

I took many snips which I will post in my next post.

I literally camwhored nature there.

Okay, by then, the boys were already swarming me to hold their hands.

Famous...

Blah..Blah..Blah...

The kids were amazed with the animals there...

Monitor Lizards, Crabs, Mud skippers.

Hahah...

Then we went to a stable, where the horses pissed and crapped...a lot...

Hahah...

Then we headed back to the mosque and the kids bathed...and we as volunteers bathe them.

And we sprayed them with water to do this...all of the kids...we called this Mandi Kambing.

Hahah.

Then we had dinner, pitch up tents...had some games and we slept the kids...

After a stinky and sweaty day, I finally got the chance to bathe after the kids slept which is about 10+.

Hahah...

The volunteers all stayed up late...lepak...talk-talk...Red-bull...

But, I couldn't even sleep because the auditorium was too cold...

Then when I just wanted to sleep...Abang Hensem woke me up to go to the toilet...

I just tagged along...It was about 2 a.m. in the morning and I was dead tired...

Then, Abang Cute woke me up at 5+ for subuh prayers...

For the first time in the history of living, I woke up willingly when someone woke me up and I was not reluctant to pray....hahah...

After praying I took the opportunity to bathe and woke the boys up.

We got them up for subuh prayers and the brushed their teeth and had a morning workout and had breakfast...

We did a project and we did some gardening...I gardened to, just for fun...hahah...

Then, shortly later, we were packing up and getting ready for home...

One by one the parents came to take their kids home...

I was feeling the strain...

I already missed them 5 minutes after farewell...

...The power of A day of bonding...

They were simply kids and kids are great...

That's why I'm Still a kid...hahah...

Ohh damn!

I wanna do this again!

And I definately wanna meet this great bunch again!

I miss ya kiddos!

Hope we meet again!

Here are some of my Favourite kiddos!

Amali!-The cutest of the bunch...Super cute!

Isyraf!-The good kiddo...

Bariq!-The active one...

Hailfie!-The Naughty-But-Nice one...

Abu!-No comment on this guy...he's just cute in a way!

Izzul!-He's good!

Fatin!-Ohh man...great kid...She gave the volunteers nicknames...cutestuff...

The Volunteers! (only some!)

Abang Masri a.k.a. Abang Hensem...

Abang Nasrul a.k.a Abang Cantik...

Abang Sulaiman a.k.a. Abang Cute...

Abang Khairul(me!!) a.k.a. Abang Puteri...

These were my guys...and the nicks were given by Fatin...

Haaaaaa...I miss them...

What a memorable experience these Kids gave me...

This is truly my call to greatness...

Viva La Stalefish!

Tu me manque, enfants-Princesse de frère...

O- For Obama

2009-05-27T20:11:00.010+08:00

Blame It-Jamie Foxx(Spoof) by Alphacat(Click!)

Man, this dude is super brilliant!

I've been following him on YouTube for sometime now...

And damn, he's good.

I couldn't even think of how he did this.

As Simon Cowell would say,"That was bloody brilliant...".

I'll try to bring ya more.

Check him out at YouTube, Alphacat.

I'm trying to live my life to the fullest,

Being optimistic in life.

Hey, if I can't have you, I'll have her...

I soooo have a crush on her!

I'll be back tomorrow!

Light's Out Niggas!

Viva La Stalefish!

Merci, beaucoup. Soyez la vie heureuse et de phase pleinement.

Je t'aime !

French

2009-05-26T22:22:00.005+08:00

Life is a Hell Hole. Jeez!

I'm sick and tired of it.

It's a torture to see you with someone else...

Viva La Stalefish!

Vous avez quelqu'un vous faites déjà ? Je vous aime toujours mais je ne sais pas si je peux

Driving Me Insane

2009-05-24T23:24:00.004+08:00

God!

Why must it be you?

Everywhere I turn to, there you are.

As much as I try to forget about you, I can't.

I guess I still...

The biggest thing about this is that it might ruin what we have.

I don't want to lose what we've got.

You still have that promise,

If not, someone new.

God, Dear God, what should I do?

Why must I fall in love with you, and with you only?

Why can't it be someone else?

God, this is insane!

Spare me.

I don't want to love anyone else.

I want only you.

And you're probably with someone else.

God, this is torture.

Why must I fall in love with you.

This is driving me insane.

Love. I had forgotten what it meant.

I want to forget it again but, it's You who keep reminding me.

Viva La Stalefish!

Dirty Laundry

2009-05-23T23:25:00.005+08:00

Life, is like dirty laundry you have to wash up...

You wash them right, you get clean clothes...

You wash them wrong, you get dirty clothes...

You put on the clean clothes, people look up to you...

You put on the dirty clothes, people ridicule you...

But, the clean clothes would get dirty...

And you, would have to wash them all over again...

That...Is life...

You have to keep making a name for yourself even till your last breath.

Like washing the dirty laundry right.

People would soon look up to you.

Like when you put on clean clothes.

But then, you have to keep making that name for yourself because it will soon be nothing.

Like washing the once-clean clothes.

If you do it wrongly, your name will crumble and burn to ashes.

Like washing the dirty laundry wrong.

People would soon ridicule you and even treat you as if you don't exist.

Like wearing the dirty clothes.

But soon, you'll have the chance to redeem yourself and make it all better again.

Like washing the dirty clothes.

And it goes on and on and on.

That, my friend, is life.

Viva La Stalefish!

I'm still hoping you'll forget that promise you made to yourself...

2009-04-24T16:57:00.001+08:00

Will not update for a long time.

Exams!

Take care and wish me luck!

Sizzling

2009-04-05T20:31:00.004+08:00

Cassadee Pope from Hey Monday!...

Damn she's hot!

She's like the hottest on the planet right now....

I wish..I wish she could be mine!

Anyway, enough drooling...

I have tests for the whole of next week...

Man that sucks...

I'm only afraid of my Math test...

I so hate math...

Who the heck came up with Algebra?

He's lucky he is dead...

Okay enough of that...

Finally, Finally!

I found a new skin!!

And, and...I got to watch The New Adventures of Old Christine and How I Met Your Mother Last night!

And tonight is a good night for me...

I don't know why...

But I feel good today...

I don't know why...

Rooftops- The Lost Prophets

"Standing on The Rooftops, Everybody Scream Your Heart Out..."

Viva La Stalefish!

To:Mr. Pheyroz

Thanks for reading my blog!!

Do tag me the next time you read my blog...

Btw, your band, Serenaide, rocks!

I love your song, The Sweetest.

And, and...don't worry Liverpool win tonight!!

Dilemma

2009-03-30T21:01:00.007+08:00

Is it wrong to get the people bothering you every single darn day off your backs?

Is it wrong to get the people making your lives a living hell off your backs?

Is it wrong to get the people humiliating you in front of others off your backs?

What's worse is that I take this people as my so called "friends".

Is it right to call them friends?

Is it?

And after all this crap, they stop talking to me.

Is it my fault?

Am I the one who needs to apologize?

Crap, guys, get a life...

Get a Damn LIFE!

Think straight.

All this crap ain't my fault.

And don't try to make it seem that its all my fault.

If you guys want to end it here, fine!

I have lots of other friends.

If you guys still want to be friends, I'm cool with it.

Sigh...

I want those reading this to tag.

Should I accept them as friends, after all the bad things they have done to me?

Should I?

Should I even call them "friends"?

And should accept their apology, if they apologize?

Tag and give me your thoughts...

Kiss Me Thru' The Phone-Soulja Boy Tell'Em

"A Figment of Your Imagination"

"Viva La Stalefish!"

Prodigy

2009-03-28T12:25:00.002+08:00

I've lost my appetite to blog lately...

Partly because I'm too busy...

And partly because I'm Lazy...

But, I still do blog for the fun of it...

So, much has happened lately...

The Holidays were great...

The Friends are great too...

By the way, this isn't the typical blog where I tell everything that happened in my life...

Trust me, I'm not good at that...

And so,let me ask you guys one question...

Why must British lads be evil on American tv shows?

We have Piers Morgan on America's got talent.

We have Nigel on So You Think You Can Dance.

And finally, we have the one and only Simon Cowell on American Idol.

However, I like them.

It makes the show worth to watch.

Speaking of American Idol, I so Love Danny and Adam.

Two words, final two.

Firstly, Danny Gokey.

He has the voice and the makings of the star.

Simple.

Secondly, Adam Lambert.

Definately has the voice.

You should see his riffs.

Damn.

He has the personality too.

So, as long as these two are in the competition, I don't care about anything else.

Hahah...

TV is soo great these days...sigh...

Cookie Jar-Gym Class Heroes

"There's nothing to fear but fear itself"

Viva La Stalefish!

Spammers-Craphole Posers With An Issue

2009-03-13T19:57:00.003+08:00

Gee...

Whats with spammers?

They have lots of time to spam blogs don't they?

Hey spammers, do something useful...

How about...

Kissing my ass for starters...

Then lick my boots and clean my toilet bowl...

Damn I hate them...

They could spend time playing Facebook but nooooo...

They wanna spam people...

What's worse is that they use other people's names to spam...

And then write stupid comments like..."I Love Porn", "I Love You"...

Then, the innocent guy(like me) gets the blame...

C'mon guys, for pete's sake, grow up!

Are we in elementary school!?

I got spammed.

So did, Pornstar...

But his was....wow...hardcore spamming by a guy named "Gangster"...

Which gangster cares to spam?

Posers...that's what they're called...POSERS!

So guys, if you get stupid comments with my name, it's not me...

Just ignore it...

And God condemn those spammers!

Gee, get a life spammers...

Song of the Day- Mad by Ne-Yo

Viva La Stalefish!

Days of Glory

2009-03-08T22:06:00.003+08:00

Sigh...

Its Monday tomorrow...

I sooo hate Mondays...

They're sooo draggy...

And I come out of school Uber late...

All because of assembly...

Sigh...

Mondays, Mondays, Mondays...

Well, on the positive side, at least something good happened yesterday.

I finally got to see Days of Glory or Indigenes again.

I've been searching for this movie for 1 whole year.

It's about Algerian Muslim soldiers who fought for France during WWII in hopes of living in France after the war...

They sacrifice themselves for a country that they have never seen before...

Sad...

Here's the climax...

They volunteered to go on a mission to secure Alsace and they were promised to be recognised by the French after the war but most of the unit were killed and other soldiers took their credit...

I totally pity them...

But this is good stuff...

Cannes Film Festival Award Winners...

Try to catch it...

On a negative side, as always...

I didn't soccer today!

But, I watched Slumdog Millionaire at Minimi's crib before heading home after percussion practice.

Another great movie.

Well, I'm gonna ask one question.

Will you die for a country you have never seen before, just like what the Muslim Soldiers did?

I will. And I will not. It depends.

Song of the Day- Viva La Vida by Coldplay

Viva La Stalefish!

A. , I need an answer.

Is it a Yes or a No for me?

Hungover

2009-03-01T20:48:00.005+08:00

Ahhh....

I don't know whats gotten into me these few days.

I'm so, so, so lazy...

What's more, I catch tv till late nights and feel hungover in the morning( without the alcohol)

But, strangely, I like it...a lot. A whole lot.

I like lazing around like a fat pig.

Sigh...

I love doing this during weekends...especially Saturdays.

I go wild on Saturdays.

Wake up as late as possible but just in time to catch Power Rangers...heheh.

Then, have a hearty breakfast.

Then do a whole lot of crap until noon.

This is the stage where I hate and love most.

I get ready for a thing called "Madrasah".

Hahah.

I get enclosed in a classroom for 3 hours.

I so hate it.

And yesterday, I woke up with fucking back aches.

Arghh.

A sign of being hungover or maybe my body is going down?

Sigh, I don't know and I don't care!

Hahah...actually I do care.

Anyway, after madrasah, I get back to a whole lot of other crap.

I get on my Macbook to check my blog, Facebook and a whole lot of other stuff.

And and...not forgetting watching Family Guy online. Its Uber Hilarious.

And when I mean Uber, I mean Uber.

Really Uber.

Then I stay up till 12 midnight to watch How I Met Your Mother.

Another Uber Hilarious show...

Hahah...

Don't mention Sundays, they're short-lived.

But I always soccer on Sundays with my Peepulation.

Then I watch Family Guy again...

But, as I said, its short-lived.

Sigh, I'm awaiting Monday Blues.

Damn.

So, that's how lazy I am...

But its not really clear here...

Bring a Video Recorder and Record me for 24hrs...then you'll see the real me.

Hahah...

Sigh...

Monday Blues...back to school...

The Government should change the education system...

Study 1hr per day...

Hey, at least we learn something, right?

...Right?

Song of the day-Rockstar by Nickelback

"Tired and Uninspired"

You know why I like Saturdays?

Cause I get to see you...

I still love you...

Could it be a yes for me?

Open up your heart,

Just like I open mine for you...

Blablablaaah

2009-02-21T21:40:00.005+08:00

Boo-hoo...

I lost...

Got 4th.

Damn!

I trained so hard and this is what I get...

It sucks...

Ahh Damn!!

On a better side of life,

I went for the Malay Boggle Competition with Ahmad

We lost but there are better things to it.

We get good experience.

I sucked, but who cares?

We get to meet a lot of people.

I met Fiqar and Kening.

I also saw an Aquila look alike.

Soooper Doooper similar face. Even Ahmad can't believe it.

I also saw strangers.

But most importantly, pretty strangers.

Ahmad and me were like, astarghfirullah hal azim.

We even wanted to ask for numbers. Heh.

Especially, a girl from Kranji Sec.

Wooow! She was pretty. But too bad.

We were shy.

And, I am faithful to the one I love...

But I would like to see her again...

Talk to her...

Ask her name and number maybe...

I hope we meet again stranger...

And after the competition, we rushed to madrasah

Reach there...4pm...

Start...2:30pm...

hahah

Ahmad and me bonded well already...

Hahah...

Then now I'm at home...

still thinking what to do to kill boredom...

Oh well, I'm going.

So long asswipes...

Don't stay too long...

Song of the day-You Found Me by The Fray

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Youmademelaugh, Youmademecry

ButI don'tknowwhy

Istillloveyourpresence

Istillloveyou

Doyou?

Run, Baby Run!

2009-02-07T10:43:00.003+08:00

Phew!What a run!

I had my sports heats yesterday...

And I came in 3rd...

I felt quite proud for a moment...

Well, this kinda shit actually takes mental strength too...not just physical strength...

Two assholes kinda psyched me for a moment, they sped off at first then I tried to catch up with them and burnt off most of my energy...

Thats the crappy part...Its unpridictable.

You never know what they will do...

At first they speed up and then the next thing you know they pant for breaths and you could be in their shoes if you follow them...

This is where the mental part comes in.

You have to set a strategy and follow it.

If not bad things will happen...

I've learnt my mistakes...

I really want gold badly...

At least it proves that I do something right...

I feel like jogging...

Although my back and legs hurt...

So long, suckers!

Song of the Day: Check Yes Juliet(Run Baby Run)-We the Kings

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Understood

2009-01-31T19:16:00.003+08:00

Ohh...

Okay....

I finally understand the true meaning behind your words...

You could've just broke it to me...

Rather than keeping me in the dark...

Do you know how I felt?

I felt utterly foolish, angry, dissapointed & embarrassed...

How could you...

I just could not understand why...

You are not the person I once knew...

But yet...you did the same mistake...

I don't know why...

Sigh....Why?

Yet, with the mistakes you've done...

I still like you the way you are...

Don't get the wrong idea...

We're cool...

We are still friends...

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Agagagah Gugugu

2009-01-23T22:37:00.005+08:00

Hello...

Ahhh...it's been a while...

New Year has passed...Now it's comin' to CNY...

It bores me...

A lot...

It has been really a long time...

okayy, I'll try to tell you everything...

School!

It's good...and bad...

The good stuff is always friends....the bad thing is school itself.

My class this year is definately better though.

Much,much better.

Better classmates and enviroment to study in.

Haaaaaah....what a year it would be.

Specs/Goggles!

Okayy, let's start off with the story.

I bought these big specs and wore it everywhere..

then everyone said,'' Are those specs or goggles?''

Well the answer, everyone, is....*Drumroll*.....SPECS!!

Keep that in your heads...

Anyway, they broke!

Boohoo!

Work out!

Yes people, I work out.

Everyday, in fact.

I jog,sit ups,push ups...whatever else...

I'm getting ready for sports day where i will run for 400m for the first time!

I'm goin for gold baby!

Anyway for the rest, i'm building my abs and biceps.

Cool uh...

And that's it!

Okayy, one more thing,my blog will be called Ritchie Rich.

And goodbye, Ritchie and whoever else....

Buhbye....

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

The Kallang Roar

2008-12-22T15:35:00.006+08:00

Both teams tussle with the ball!

Go Lions!

The Crowd of Red at the National Stadium

The Other Crowd of Red at the National Stadium

I Roared too!

ROOOOOOOAAAAARRR!!!

Go Lions!

The Atmosphere at the National Stadium yesterday was shiokk!

Nothing could beat the atmosphere of the Good Ol' Kallang Roar!

It just makes you up and upbeat...

When the Lions came on the pitch we cheered, when the Vietnamese Side came on we booed...

Hahah!

When the Ref made an unjustly decision, we shouted this,"BUTOH!!"

Hahah...

When the Vietnamese Side scored, we shouted,"BUTOH!!"

When the Ref gave the Vietnamese players a yellow card, we cheered!

It was great to experience the Kallang Wave and the Kallang Roar for the first time...

But the result was dissapointing, we lost 1-0 on home ground...

But at the same time, I was happy...

The Lions have finally returned

They've showed lots of improvement

I now have and will support the National Squad in its endeavours and future campaigns.

And I am happy to watch a, probably last, Football Match at the National Stadium!

WoooooHooooo! Go Lions!!!

Thank You and Congratulations Lions!

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Fear

2008-12-20T18:34:00.003+08:00

Ooooohh yeah!

I'm starting to love Roller-Coasters

The Adrenalin Rush was just...great

On the ride, you could feel the adrenaline pumping through your body, in your veins

Its cool!

In Times Square, KL, that damn Roller-Coaster was the remedy for my nausea

I came on it, wanting to vomit because of the other rides but the after that ride I was like,

Let's go again!!

Hahah...

These rides toss you in the air, upside down, downside up and lots of other ways

I overcame my fear of heights with these rides!

Hahah!

I'm gonna come here again, definately!

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

The End

2008-12-20T16:58:00.005+08:00

"I have stopped waiting for you...I guess I didn't quite understand the true meaning of love, which is making the one you love happy... So,Goodbye"

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

The Return

2008-12-20T16:02:00.006+08:00

Ohh yeah...

I'm back...

I've been really lazy to post during the holidays

In fact, I am even lazy to do anything...hahah

I mean after 9 months of slogging my guts out in school.

I really deserve a grand rest

But, it has become too grand,I guess, even for me

I feel disgusted at myself...

Well, I'm back...

While I was away, I did some soul searching...

I asked myself, why was I an ass

I came up with an answer for myself...

And I stopped whatever bad things I did

Well, I never felt better...

I am not the lazy old stale guy before...

The REAL me has returned, finally...

I workout every night to burn off the fats that I accumulated...

Nah, just kidding

I'm building my abs and upper body...

It feels good...

I'm also on a vegetable diet...

It sucks...

But I gotta do it...

To show I ain't no pushover...

Watch out! Stalefish's Comin' at ya'!

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Crash And Burn

2008-11-29T14:14:00.002+08:00

Damn it...
I'm starting to get sick and tired of my life...
Everything is just plight and agony for me...
When would this circle of bad fortune finallly come to a stop?

First, my brother is gone...
And now??
Lots of things happen...

Getting rejected ;but I'll wait...
Can't join Bloco....maybe...

The bottomline is that my life has turned upside down...
I feel like I wanna end my life...
But at the same time, nah...

I mean I still have dreams, goals and ambitions to pursue...
Loved ones to love...
By the way, I feel that I am not properly geared up for the life after death...
I guess God still wants me to live then...

Then I'll live...
Just stick with fate...
I'll die when God wants me...

Life throws things at you and its up to you to overcome it
Then, I'll push myself to overcome these bloody obstacles...
I'll push...

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Express it with music-Better Man by James Morrison

2008-11-24T09:52:00.006+08:00

Dedicated for you.

I'm still waiting...

There was a time

I had nothing to give

I needed shelter from the storm I was in

And when it all got too heavy

You carried my weight

And I want to hold you

And I want to say

That you are all that I need

For you I give my soul to keep

You see me, love me

Just the way I am

For you I am a better man

I said you are the reason

For everything I do

I'd be lost, so lost without you

Under the stars

At the edge of the sea

There's no one around

No one but you and me

We'd talk for hours

As time drifts away

I could stay here forever

And hold you this way

Coz you are all that I need

For you , I give my soul to keep

You see me, love me

Just the way I am

For you I am a better man

I said you are the reason for everything I do

I'd be lost, so lost without you...

"I Zap Butts with Lightning Bolts"

Ageing

2008-11-13T10:42:00.006+08:00

I am ageing...

Real fast..

Back in 1995 on 6th November, I saw the world for the first time...

Now I have seen it for thirteen years...

I'm a big now...

Woohoo!!

Okay...I know..I know...It's about 1 week since my big day was over...

I was lazy to blog...

Okay...here's what happened...

At exactly 12 midnight, Cayenne gave me my first Big Day message...

Followed by Pornstar and Momma...

And for the whole day I thought my bill could reach to about $100!!

Calls and Text messages flooded my phone...

Hahah...

Now lets talk about the presents....My Favourite part!

Momma and Pops gave me a Liverpool Bag.

Pornstar gave me Tees.

Haziq gave me a Bag.

Starstream gave me a Limited Edition F1 Eau De Toilette.

Gran-Gran and Aunt gave me 20 bucks each!!

I'm Happy...

"i Zap Butts with Lightning Bolts"

Sacrifice

2008-11-02T18:13:00.003+08:00

Define Sacrifice.

I love sacrifices.

Sacrifices make me cry.

That is the reason I love sacrifices.

I love crying over them.

The best sacrifice has got to be in Armageddon.

I cried when I watched it yesterday.

Damn it was sad, especially when Bruce Willis sacrificed himself.

I love movies like this, inspirational sacrifice.

So if I define sacrifice, I would say Armegeddon.

It touched me deep down...

Really deep down...

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Excitement

2008-10-26T23:42:00.004+08:00

Damn I feel good today...

Firstly, remember that feeling in the previous post??Yeah, that's number 1.

Secondly, Liverpool won 1-nil against Chelsea!!At Stamford Bridge!!After 4 years of not winning against Chelsea!! This also means that Liverpool is 1st on the table!! And,and...Liverpool will have a higher chance of winning the EPL this year, after beating Man U and Chelsea...They are left with Arsenal...

Finally, Stalefish at midnight is back!!! After a loooooooooooooooooooooong time...

I love this day!!

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Delight

2008-10-26T16:04:00.004+08:00

Haiii...

It Feels great...

Really great...

It has been a long time since I had this feeling...

It feels good...

Words can't express how I feel right now...

Oh God, I wish this feeling could last forever!!!

P.S. :Want to know what it is???

Shhhh....Its a secret....

To Starlust Pornstar & Your Partner, Teaser:

Hey, don't feel bad about the Beach Games loss..

Keep striving aite!

You guys are doing great!!

Keep it up!!

To Hafiz Bean:

Your new home looks nice, bro!

Hope you like it...

Missing you always..

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Plight

2008-10-21T18:41:00.004+08:00

God Damn It!

I could not suppress the anger within me any longer.

What did that NERD do to deserve what was supposed to be mine...

I feel like beating the fuck out of him...

I wanted to get it for Hafiz, first in school for this year, not for myself...

Can't I make a brother proud even if he is up there?

That God Damn NERD got what was mine and what did i get??

A Pathetic 4th in school and top in English...

Eventhough I should blame myself for not achieving my goal, that NERD is also the cause of my plight.

Why God?

Why Is It Always Me??

Just when it couldn't get any better, it got worse...

A whole fucking lot worse...

First the Lost of Hafiz...

Now This???

Ohh,Please!

When Will it stop!?

Seriously, this sucks....

God Please, hear my Silent Screams...

Listen to my prayers...

God Please...

Save me from my Plight...

To the NERD:

Don't Be too happy getting what you wanted...

'Cause it won't be long before it will be my turn..

Mark My Words, I Won't Rest If I Didn't Achieve My Goal....

Even if I die Tommorow, My Soul Won't Rest in Peace until I Take back What's Mine...

Mark My Words...

Stalefish will reign soon...

To Hafiz, up in Heaven (Insyaallah):

I'm Sorry Bro....

I'm a dissapointment...

Forgive me...

Missing you deeply now...

As I remember the Good times and Bad Times we Shared....

Bro... I'll not stop until I get it for you...

I'll Never go back on my word...

Take Care Up There...

Missing You Always....

''I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Hoorays

2008-10-10T14:10:00.010+08:00

Wow!

Exams finally over!

Can slack already....

I deserve good Grades hahaha...

For my 'hardworkingness'

I Hope....

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts"

Celebrations

2008-10-04T12:57:00.020+08:00

In the loving memory of Mohd Hafiz a.k.a. Bean
290489-030809

Wow!

Hari Raya was fast...
It seemed like it was just yesterday that Ramadhan started....
Then Hari Raya came....

I didn't blog for quite a while coz...you know...busy
Lets recap the days starting from...

Day 1: 1st Oct '08

Okay, the day day started like this...
I woke up late...at about 9 a.m....
Didn't go for prayers....
I told my dad I will go next year...
I said that last year...
And the year before...
And the year before...
But, never mind about that...

Then I had a wonderful breakfast...
By the name of God it was wonderful...after a month of fasting...
With my Grandma's wonderful Ketupat(rice cake) and Rendang...
I was drooling at the eating table...

After breakfast we waited for other families to come to my crib...
Then we exchanged our forgiveness...
Then there was crying...
Even I cried...
Damn it was sad...
This years Hari Raya was empty...
No Kueh Tat...
No Sugee...
No Kueh Makmur...
No Lampu Kelap-Kelip...
No Hafiz...

Haii...I cried...
He is not gonna celebrate Hari Raya with us anymore...
Haii...

After cying...I mean after asking for forgiveness we went to another grandma's house...
Feels different without Hafiz...
Sad sia...
Then go to Great Grandma's crib...
Then go to my Grandma's sister crib...
Haiiss...
Last year we go there happy happy...with a ot of us...with Hafiz
This year we go there sad...alone..no Hafiz...
Then we go back home...
I did some last minute cramping on the Literature exam the went to sleep...

Day 2: 2nd Oct '08

Literature Exam...
It was simple...
Mrs Gibson was like giving the answers indirectly to us while preparing for the exam...
It was lemons!

After exam, it was sorrow for me...
We visited the grave of our loved ones...especially Hafiz...
I ALMOST cried but I didn't...
well it was sad...

Then we go to my Aunt's crib...
Then go home...

Boring sia without Hafiz...
Then at home, revised History...

Day 3: 3rd Oct '08

Yesterday more boring...
Never go anywhere...
Study for exam lahh!

At night, go Raya with my friends until 10 p.m...
Then go back home watch horror film...
Then sleep...

Today!

Going out later...
Dunno go where...
From morning at home...
Damn bored...

Well...I'm going to get ready....

Adios

P.S: Salam Eid-Ul-Fitr Minal Aidil Wal Faizin

"I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts''

Sighs

2008-09-28T15:28:00.011+08:00

Sigh...

Monday blues tomorrow...
Days past faster now...
The weekend is over...
Exams are next Thursday, just after first day of Hari Raya...
It sucks...
I don't get it, why these schools put exams after Hari Raya...
I also don't get why there are exams anyway...

Anyway, I wanna do well...
For Hafiz...
I wanna get 1st in class and standard for him...only...
Well wish me luck...
Peace out...

Adios

''I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts''

Memories

2008-09-28T01:32:00.015+08:00

In the loving memory of Mohd Hafiz a.k.a. Bean
290489-030908

What a loooooong time,
since I posted...
Sigh...

Wait a minute!
I've Finally got an idea of what to post!

...Well, I did not feel like blogging until my cousin, Hafiz,passed on.
His death inspired me to create a blog.

You know we did a lot of things together...
I still remember the time he would always accompany him to smoke.
Well, of course I did not smoke.

And his last gift to me, a pair of Oakley Monster Dog Shades.
I will cherish it with all my life...

Your Death was sudden..
What saddened me the most was, I watch him leave his home for the very last time...
Then a few hours later, the guy that brought cheer to our sorrow, was gone...forever.

I still remember you and I know your here with me as I write this.
All I could do is mourn your death bro.
And pray for you.
Well, goodbye now.
Till we meet again in Heaven, Hafiz.

''I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts''

Foreword

2008-09-20T22:17:00.012+08:00

Ello...

this is my first ever blog entry!!
Don't know what to write about...

I'm dead stressed up....
exams start on Monday and I'm sitting here creating a blog...
hahaha...
Not much contents though....

Its a boring day....
I'm bored...
Someone help....
Please?!

''I Zap Butts With Lightning Bolts''

One Love. One Heart. One Time.

Updates From The Other Side

Damn.

Promise?

Get in, and Kick Ass.

Straight up.

So, here I stand.

The BIG One-Four

Rustic Purities

*Sniff*...I Smell Freedom.

Why? Tell 'Em its Human Nature

Good Night, & Good Luck

Off The Beaten Track

Le Fille.

Compressed, then Depressed.

Words of Mind: When I See Your Face Again

Life's Little Lessons I: Never Give Up

Neuro-Psychedelicness

Amazing

The Shocking Truth

Exile

LEGEN-wait for it...-DARY!

Conflicts with the Heart

Picture Perfect

Just Minutes after I blog today, I blog again.

Walking on the Moon

Yeheheh.

The Night of Redemption

things ARE gonna change around here...

Oh...not again...damn!

Day 3

Day 2

, when you..were young...

Raj...Raj...

Stumbled...again...and again...

Clocks

Boiling Point

, With a whole lotta Ass...

Coming Clean

Straight up.

Legacy-In Tribute to MJ

Smiles for Miles

N-is for Nature

Call to Greatness

O- For Obama

French

Driving Me Insane

Dirty Laundry

Sizzling

Dilemma

Prodigy

Spammers-Craphole Posers With An Issue

Days of Glory

Hungover

Blablablaaah

Run, Baby Run!

Understood

Agagagah Gugugu

The Kallang Roar

Fear

The End

The Return

Crash And Burn

Express it with music-Better Man by James Morrison

Ageing

Sacrifice

Excitement

Delight

Plight

Hoorays

Celebrations

Sighs

Memories

Foreword

Sniff...I Smell Freedom.